"ya, sure," i said furtively. good thing i had been drawing something worth looking at this morning...its not always like that. i never know if its a scrimmage or a game day with drawing.
today, it was the parking meter batting its flashing zero eyes at me from just outside the window. today would be working on tones with a blue ball point pen. an emaciated hippy girl with a half-sleeve tattoo and a nervous cigarette flounced spasmodically in and out of my line of vision of the meter as she talked to her two seated friends outside.
holding my drawing up awkwardly and probably crookedly from his perspective, i held it up long enough for him to say, "i like it."
"what are YOU doing?"
"planning my day," the shaggy head answered pleasantly.
i glanced quickly at his tattered notebook written all over with sloppy male handwriting: one doesn't look too long at personal thoughts.
"everyday i try to just sit and think about what would make up a totally amazing day- what i would REALLY want to do that day. after i write it down and get it all out on paper, i go about my usual life and feel a little better about what happens."
"do some of your 'amazing day' things ever happen?" i asked as i packed up my sketchbook to leave for class.
"o ya," he assured me with a quick smile which i didnt take the time to enjoy. i always wish for random people to talk to me and then i get all flustered when they do.
"well, i hope you have an amazing day," i said sincerely.
"i hope you do too," he answered in the same truthfulness.
"thank you," i muttered as i walked out the door to my own waiting day, taking with me a shared part of his.
ps. the parking meter sketch will come later. had to turn my sketchbook in for class.